I am writing for the second time this week of my dissatisfaction of my own behaviors. I am not pleased with my actions in my dealings with a particular company and its employees today. I am embarrassed of my lack of serenity and control. If you are a reader of this blog you’ll know that I do not typically speak of such behaviors, as I do not typically behave in such a manner in my public dealings, at least not any more.
I share this information with you to let you know that you are not alone in your imperfections. Your imperfections and faults may not be the same as mine, but be sure that you are not alone as others can relate to your deficiencies.
So I seem to be off my spiritual game. The good news is that I now catch this fairly quickly as I am so accustomed to feeling good and acting appropriately, that when I do fall short of such expectations, I notice it almost immediately. Now that I am aware of my spiritual regression, which is the cause of my uncomfortable behavior, I need to promptly get back to doing what has brought me spiritual and psychological well-being. Most of the work I do and how I practice is reflected in my writings. I do have a few personal spiritual remedies that I practice of which I have not revealed on this site but instead at times speak generally and through examples of religion and other self-help practices. I know from experience that after a few days back on the spiritual path, I will again be experiencing and demonstrating peace and happiness. I realize that I need to pick up my spiritual practice so as to stop feeling and acting in ways of which I am not pleased but understand that I have not stopped my spiritual and psychological practice during this period of regression. The point is, is that I have not been working hard enough. In order for me to remain happy, healthy and at peace, I need to work harder than I have been working.
Read all of the posts on this site and find what works for you. In many of these posts, I also suggest other help sources that may aid you in your quest for happiness. There are many forms of spiritual and psychological help available to us.
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